So our last night the school had several parties for us. We all hung out and talked about the good times we had. It made us all very sad. That night they had a bonfire in our honor. All the kids from the school gathered at Boca Del Rio Park and we played games and sang songs. It was so hard to leave all of our students that night. We all cried of course but we had other places we had to be so we had to leave. The next day everyone left except for me, Tess, Natalie, and Jeanne. We all stayed an extra night there instead of in Miami. Teacher Hector and Teacher Evette borrowed a 3 seat golf cart and took us to the next island to go to the beach and see all the great sights. The cooked us each a whole fish (the pic. above) and we ate it with the head attached and everything. I do not eat fish but I didn't want to hurt their feelings. It was surprisingly good! I may actually start eating fish now... haha. It is just amazing to me how generous these people are. They had to split a fish and gave their children hot dogs because that is what they could afford. They would rather give you all of their things that have anything for themselves. I just have never seen that kind of generosity anywhere before. I hope that I can be like these wonderful Belizean people that we have become great friends with. I want to keep in touch as much as possible and go visit if I can afford it. I had such a great experience that I will never forget!

The Whole Trip

The whole trip was so amazing. I can not put into words how much I learned and how I have grown. I feel like a completely new person and teacher. I was immersed in this unfamilar culture that I became so fond of. I love that they have such a great sense of community and help one another out as much as possible. It is a small island where everyone knows everyone and they were so appreciative to have us there. It reminded me a little bit of home because I come from a small town. We were celebrities to the children and to most of the adults. We met so many great freinds both Belizean and from other countries including the United States. Staying at Pedro's was awesome because we had people coming in and out from so many different countries because it is a hostel as well. I was so sad to leave because of all the wonderful people that I met. I don't know how I will keep in touch with these people but I know that will not be my last trip to Belize. This trip has made me realize that I want to teach abroad or go to Grad School somewhere interesting. I think it has just opened my mind to the possibilities and needs out there. I am so excited to be graduating but scared of what that holds for my future. This was the last trip that I will have before I have to grow up and get a big girl job. Wow! What a wonderful ending to my college career. Something that has changed me forever. You can't put a price tag on that. Yes, it did cost a lot of money but in the end... college is expensive but I think that this was more real than anything I have done in my college career. Well, that and student teaching! It just opens your eyes to more opportunities and different teaching styles as well as learning styles. I believe I have become a better teacher because of this experience! I think everyone should study or teach abroad and just see what else is out there. Thanks for this opportunity Mom, Dad, and UNC-W!

This experience has really opened my eyes to opportunities in other countries. I don't know if I can go back to the United States and be satisfied with what I am doing. I would love to travel and be immersed in many different cultures. I have enjoyed this experience so much and it has definately affected me as a teacher and a person. Here I have realized that I need to be more flexible in my teaching. Also, now I will be prepared for any school. Whether they have supplies, technology, or nothing at all. I am excited to learn more about my teaching style. The kids down here are so appreciative and they are super cute. Every morning when I walk in the classroom they say in unison "Good morning teacher Brianna!" It brightens my day! We are celebrities here. If we see our students out in town they flag us down and yell at us because they are so happy to have us here. I love it and think that in the United States we need a little more appreciation as teachers. Even the parents are more respectful and helpful. I can sense it whether or not they can speak English. It is just they way they talk to us and support us. I love this island and would move here if it was possible! I love the laid back environment and the sense of community!

San Pedro Vs. San Ignacio

I have been both to San Pedro and San Ignacio now. I think that they are both very interesting places that I love but, I didn't teach in San Ignacio. If I had to choose where I would like to work based on what I observed, I would say San Pedro. There is less poverty here than in San Ignacio. Many houses there had no electricity in their houses at all. It would be a different experience completely. It is much cheaper to live inland but that is because San Pedro is an island and everything has to be imported. I have talked to several parents who move from Belize city to San Pedro because they make twice the money doing the same thing that they would be doing inland. The problem with that is that everything here is more expensive to buy. Many parents have the grandparents take care of their children inland for a couple years while they make money here in San Pedro. Which I find strange because I don't think I could leave my child but it is very common here. I have learned a lot more about San Pedro than San Ignacio because we have been here longer. I love this island and think that it would be amazing to live here.

Belizean Culture

I have noticed alot of things that are similar and different in Belizean culture and in the United States. I have lost all sense of time since I arrived on the island. There are no watches or clocks anywhere. I have realized that I rush around at home way too much and that I need to just relax sometimes. Yet, I have enjoyed eating only when I am hungry, getting somewhere within the hour or so of telling a person. The only problem is that you lose track of the days and things don't get done as quickly as you would like. If someone says meet me at 6... it probably means be there around 7 or 7:30. I think it is crazy how different time management is here. I have also noticed that there is a lack of discipline in the classrooms. The students call out all day without raising their hands or listening when the teacher is talking. I have put some rules in place in my classroom but I am judged as mean. I just feel like no learning is taking place if the students can not hear me. I know it is their culture and that it is alright to act that way. I don't want to step on toes but if I am teaching and my students are saying "teacher, I can't concentrate because of all the noise," I will fix that right away. It's not fair to the students who actually want to learn. Another thing that I thought was ironic this week was teaching Science and teaching Social Studies. I am teaching about land and sea this week. I had to teach them the story of creation... umm don't science and religion conflict? It took me awhile to figure out a plan of action for teaching that lesson. haha. The interconnectedness of religion and school amazes me. I love that the students sing their national anthem every morning and the lord's prayer. My biggest problem here is the lack of supplies for the classrooms. The teachers don't get paid much but are expected to buy all the supplies for the students. We have a copier but it is ancient. It is hard to teach or get activities when I don't have a printer or a copier. Everything that we do takes more time and effort to create. What I have realized though, is that my student's like copying in their notebooks and doing book work. I think it is so funny when my students say "Teacher, teacher, we are tired. Can we write now?" I would never hear that at home. I just want to do what is best for my students. It would just make it more fun and exciting if we had the resources that we have back home. Although it is different from what I am used to, I think that this place is amazing and could picture myself teaching here or another foreign country. I love this island and will never forget what I have learned from my teachers and students.

Teaching in Belize VS. the United States

I don’t know if I would rather be a teacher here in Belize or in the United States. They are two completely different styles. Here it is more direct instruction with limited supplies. At home I have everything I could imagine needing but we are missing the basics. What if we no longer had technology? Most of our students in the United States would be lost because they learned to rely on computers and calculators. I think that it is a great experience to teach abroad so that you grow as a teacher. You must realize that there is more to teaching and that many different styles that work for students. My students here in San Pedro keep saying “Teacher, teacher, I am tired. Can we take notes now”? Which I think is funny because I would never hear that sentence uttered from a student back home. I love being here and I love that it is a different culture and atmosphere. I don’t think that you can say one is better than the other. The students are learning both here and at home, it is just completely different. It has be difficult not having unlimited use of the copier and printers. Everything must be hand-made and paid out of pocket because the school doesn’t provide it.
I also think it is funny that the students are allowed to walk home for lunch and are given the responsibility to come back to school. At home I don’t think many students would come back. If you give them an assignment that they need posters, crayons, or supplies you can just send them to the store or home to retrieve it. Haha. That would be a joke back home. I think they just have more responsibility here. Which I feel like our students are sometimes lacking in the United States. Another thing that is different is that the students are not as creative here. When I try to do an art project or journal write they don’t get that they have to use their imagination and create their own thing.
If I could give the school here one thing I think it would be sports equipment because they have PE once a week but they have no balls to play with so they use soda bottles or pretend. It is very difficult to teach a PE lesson without balls. How do I teach dribbling? I can show them the hand motion but that doesn’t guarantee that they will learn to dribble or that the ball will even touch their hand. But, all in all I love both places! I think here you just have to be more flexible and work at their speed and teach the way that is best for them.

Excursions

The next day we went hiking to the ATM cave. This cave was an amazing museum. It had so many artifacts from ancient Maya ceremonies and skelatons. I loved to learn about all the different places in the cave and it made me realize what it would be like back in time when they had nothing. The guide really helped us visualize everything. I loved when we turned all our headlamps off and just sat there listening to him talk about the ancient Maya. I learned so mauch about their culture and it was the best history lesson I have ever had. haha. When we were finished in there we went back to our awesome hotel to shower and hang out until we had to leave for Caves Branch which is in the rain forest. Caves Branch was another story completely! We drew straws to see which place we were staying either the bungalow or the bunk room.. I'll let u guess which one was better. Well I got the bungalow that was made for 6 or 7 people. I was so excited because we had a shower that was inside and one outside while everyone else had a bucket with holes in the bottom of it outside... haha. So we settled in and went to the pool to wait for dinner. Dinner there was served in courses and started at 6:30. We all ate and looked at the excurisons that we could do the following day. I decided on the Waterfalls which looked amazing. After dinner we all went back to our rooms and listened to the sounds all around us. The rooms there were solid but the whole thing was screened in so we could hear everything all night. I love the jungle noises and think it reminds me of home but alot of the other girls were scared. That is how we ended up 13 deep in our bungalow. All the girls came screaming in our room from the bunk rooms. haha. So we doubled up in the beds. It was like a big girl sleep over. lol. The next day we were all exhausted but excited... Esperanza our tour guide was so good. She drove us out into the jungle to the hiking trail to the waterfall cave. I didn't realize the waterfalls were in complete darkness. We hiked up the trail and she told us about different plants and animals and when we got in the cave she told us about the different bats. We climbed and climbed into this cave. We got to go upsatirs.. well I call it upstairs because it was a hidden chamber int he cave that we had to climb up the rocks to get to. We were all sliding in the clay. It moved everytime we grabbed it to hold on. Upstairs they let us hold the different artifacts which would never happen in America. After we saw all the firepits and artifacts we headed back down to continue on to the waterfalls. When we got to the first one I was so scared. It was 15 or 20 feet high and we had to rock climb with our face in the waterfall. We of course had a harness for this one but not for the next 6 waterfalls. This waterfall was very difficult to get up and I thought.. there is no way I can do 6 more of these. Thank goodness it was the biggest one. Once we got to the top we had to jump down the waterfalls. Esperanza would say, "Don't jump here, here, or here. You want to jump right here so you don't hit any rocks." I tried not to think about how dangerous that was and closed my eyes and jumped. It was the most amazing feeling ever, like we had just accomplished so much. When we got back to Caves Branch, we all had dinner and laid by the pool. Courtney somehow got us an upgraded room so Jessi, Brittany, Courtney, and slept like the grandparents in Willy Wonka and the Chocolate Factory, head to foot, head to foot. haha. We were in heaven but scared to death of the noises that were so close to us.